and i don’t know better
but i do know best
i just say whatever
and hold my breath
i’m not all together
i won’t find the rest
lost in a temper
break down, coalesce
cause i got a mean bone in my body
if i want then i can
never mean it when i’m sorry
and i’m sorry for that
not the life of the party
i lay low, lay low, lay low
but i still got a heart beat
i know you know i know
not the life of the party
i lay low
but i still got a heart beat
oh
hold it together
and you let me guess
it’s hard to remember
what anything meant
you’ve known me better
when i’ve been your best
but i can’t win forever
you take what you get
cause you got a mean bone in your body
if you are then i am
always mean it til i’m sorry
but i’m sorry for that
not the life of the party
i lay low, lay low, lay low
but i still got a heart beat
i know you know i know
not the life of the party
i lay low, lay low, lay low
but i still got a heart beat
oh
got gravel embedded in my hands
caught myself falling for a concrete plan, ah
throwing stones like confetti
and i’m never really ready for it